Help me?ToT I need some cheering up...

[pic_murasaki]

That's probably the stupidest title I could ever think or, but I really needed some cheering up even if I act so happy and all.8D I feel that my insides aren't happy.>.>;; I'm sorry with the very weird andf long post. It's so random today.

Can anybody get me ToA gag or something?-_-;;

Anyways, helpyoufly 008 entry random comic part.>.>;; Cause I was really feeling morbid last night...



lightbulby, feel free to post it anywhere.^^;;
Oh and I feel satisfied with that faceless Van cause it's the first time I got to draw an adult Van in front view. Hahaha.

I need more VanXLuke...

Write MORE Sensei... Happy VanXLuke...?*o*



What CAN disturb me? I really don't know. A friend gave me a link to guro, as in 'Grotesque', (lulz, I didn't know there's something MORE under than R18 Under Pages.XD) Only one person knows what really creepy stuff I saw yesterday-- and I explained a bit to my younger sibs and they were just grossed out.>.>;;

pic_kuroi_aka still doesn't know what I saw yet cause even we don't get to talk much lately...-_-;; And he's NOT amused and enjoys Necrophilia theme as much as I did. *shoots self*

ANYWAYS, instead of getting creeped out with guro, I was actually amused with looking at it.8D<3 And I was inspired to draw slight bodnage with Guy-- NOT guro!DX



I need to figure out how to make better bondage stuff.>.>;;

I got to clean that after scanning, the original art had a LOT of erasures and all.Xp Cause I had difficulty with the lower part of the body-- heck, I'm only good with faces, really.8D



I'll probably start on gift arts soon, once my mind is off of the random drawing mood.x_x;; You know why I feel oh so depressed? It's like everyone I want to talk to is avoiding me... Or they're just too tired and too frustrated, and my talk timing is VERY BAD.

I need to set my priorities.x_x;; That's what I'm bad at. ARGH. *shoots self*

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Read kasumi_blue's fic and ended up crying a little near the end. I really like how Peony is so understanding.XD And Duke Fabre has always been such a bastard.DX

Eeee! And Guy and Asch are both Count's now?*o* They can have a secret meeting now together and-- *shoots self*-- They need to kiss and make up with each other first.x_x;; *very frustrated*

Someone get me a happy AschXGuy or anything GAG with them.>.>;;

Oh yeah, the owner of the Internet Cafe I'm in was downloading anime earlier-- and he gave me a link to free hentai anime downloads! OMG!<3 I'm kinda happy now.ID

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Melon ni Melon Melon
Tales of the Abyss Hentai Doujin
Pairing: LukeXTear
Notes: It's Hentai! And it had the MOST ADORABLE ART I'VE EVER SEEN!!!XDXDXD And The whole gang appears in it too.*o* And Guy's OMG so cuteness.<3 *shuts up now*

Comments

[orphen.livejournal.com]

If you need someone to talk to please feel free to give me a try and I'll see what I can do. :D
I hope you are feeling better, though.

Well, I love how angsty that first picture is...
but...
Wow...at Guy.
So...who was behind Guy? Asch? XD~

I'm not a fan of guro, though, I've a weak stomach so any amount of gore will make me horribly ill. Which is why it takes me so long to finish my survival-horror games. XD;;
BUT I MUST PRESS ON!

Good job scoring on the hentai! That's pretty sweet. XD

And I thank you for the pr0ny doujinshi. I really appreciate it. XD

[pic-murasaki.livejournal.com]

I'm kinda feeling better now.^_________^ Thanks. I just feel frustrated on how I can't stay angsty when needed.o_o;; it's weird.

It's up to the audience to decide who's behind Guy, but... My first thought was Duke Fabre cause he's the only man I could think of who'll really do nasty things on Guy.*o* *shoots self*

I have an iron stomach, but some just creep me out-- but I still STARE at them again.8D I don't play horror gmaes cause they freak me out (and surprise me a lot).XD I'd prefer the Atlus SMT series than RE.>.>;; hahaha. Good luck on your horror games!XD

yeah, I'm downloading some so me and my twin can watch more hentai later.XD<3

That's one of my fave ToA doujins.X3 so Yeah, I hope you enjoy it.<3

[solerika]

I shall now try to disturb you, cheer you up, AND satisfy your AschXGuy cravings! And it's even gag/crack! >8D JUST FOR YOU~

[pic-murasaki.livejournal.com]

YOU MADE THAT!?*o*

OMG, I'm VERY HAPPY NOW!<3

Cheegle sex!<3

XD No you can't disturb me with that. Trust me, I search jp sites for an R18 BuusagiXGuy.>3

Thank you very much~!<3

[solerika]

YES INDEED~ JUST FOR YOU 8D

I'm glad you like it! Though slightly disappointed that I wasn't able to disturb you XD Hmmmm. BuusagixGuy sounds interesting! XD

Now I shall comment on your entry like a decent person <<;;;

I love Luke's expression in the comic page ;_; Poor foolish Luke... *loves on your art anyways*

Your bondage Guy is very sexy! @_@ You can't even tell there was eraser marks! :D

[pic-murasaki.livejournal.com]

Thank you very much.<3

Sadly, I think I can't be disturbed.>.>;; Yes, BuusagiXGuy gang bang.XD

The first one, It's so sketchy, and I've been wanting to draw a hurt bastard-longhaired!Luke.XD *evil* lightbulby just gave me the reason todraw one.*o*

I got to clean the Bondage!Guy.>D But not all.X3 Ahehehe. Thankies.<3 I had a hard time figuring out how to draw his body cause I suck at drawing bods. hahaha.XD

[solerika]

There must be something out there that will disturb you! Maybe.

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There must be something out there that will disturb you! Maybe. <_<; GANG BANG BuusagiXGuy?! Wow... I'm morbidly curious now.. 8D;;

I'm glad she did! Luke suffering is oddly enjoyable. XD

I'm no good at bodies either. XD But at least practicing gives you a valid reason for looking up hentai! >8Db

[solerika]

And apparently, LJ hates me. 8D

[kasumi-blue.livejournal.com]

*nosebleeeed* That Guy bondage pic... very nice! XD

Am I one of those people who always seems tired when you're talking to me? x_x That's totally my fault. I always sleep late ^^;;

Glad you liked my fic! ^^ I'll definitely have to work continuing it :D As for if Guy can ever forgive Asch, hmmm... not sure >.>

[pic-murasaki.livejournal.com]

Thank you.8D

No it's not you. You talk a lot.XD Hahaha.

NOOO!!! The fic needs a good ending where everyone forgives Asch.XO
Argh, but it's your fic, do anything you want with it.=X

[xxryouxx.livejournal.com]

Aw, I'm sorry you need cheering up. D: Wish there is something I can do. Maybe come up with something Guy/Asch for you? I dunno, I'm bad at this stuff. XD; I'll see what I can do while you're away. And thank you very much for the link to the hentai.

[vangirl]

*sends HUUUUUUGS your way* I haven't been avoiding you if that's what you think. I've just been getting online at the wrong times. xD;

...And man,. I got to write crying-bastard!Luke more often if it gets me such shiny art. *_*

Ah! And if you want some happy Van/Luke, my friend (hell_hell_cat) wrote something cute for me. It might cheer you up too. :3

...And I not-so-secretly love guro. Did you read 009? :O

[pic-murasaki.livejournal.com]

XD i'm not talking about my online friends.XD I'm actually talking about the REAL PEOPLE I know. ahahaha. *huggles*

Go ahead and write MOAR.<3

Yeah, I actually read that lj and helpyoufly.>3 I wanted to draw that too, but I'm kinda embarassed to give her the art cause I might sound like a stalker.8D

[kurot.livejournal.com]

Van x Luke ;o;;;;
Aww I love how you drew Luke's expressions ;_;
And Held Down!Guy! I found that way too hot LOL
Damn you!!!!!
Haha that ToA hentai doujinshi was cute xD
I love it when they draw Luke cute ^w^

[pic-murasaki.livejournal.com]

I love torturing charas.X3 And yeah, I wanted to see Luke cry too.>.>;;

XD Join the club, draw more uke!Guy. (I still can't get the MieuXGuy image you drew off my head.X3)

Oh yes, the Hentai was one of the best ToA hentai's I've got!*o* The art is so sketchy and adorable.<2 (it somehow reminds me of your art. hahaha)