Help me?ToT I need some cheering up...

[pic_murasaki]

That's probably the stupidest title I could ever think or, but I really needed some cheering up even if I act so happy and all.8D I feel that my insides aren't happy.>.>;; I'm sorry with the very weird andf long post. It's so random today.

Can anybody get me ToA gag or something?-_-;;

Anyways, helpyoufly 008 entry random comic part.>.>;; Cause I was really feeling morbid last night...



lightbulby, feel free to post it anywhere.^^;;
Oh and I feel satisfied with that faceless Van cause it's the first time I got to draw an adult Van in front view. Hahaha.

I need more VanXLuke...

Write MORE Sensei... Happy VanXLuke...?*o*



What CAN disturb me? I really don't know. A friend gave me a link to guro, as in 'Grotesque', (lulz, I didn't know there's something MORE under than R18 Under Pages.XD) Only one person knows what really creepy stuff I saw yesterday-- and I explained a bit to my younger sibs and they were just grossed out.>.>;;

pic_kuroi_aka still doesn't know what I saw yet cause even we don't get to talk much lately...-_-;; And he's NOT amused and enjoys Necrophilia theme as much as I did. *shoots self*

ANYWAYS, instead of getting creeped out with guro, I was actually amused with looking at it.8D<3 And I was inspired to draw slight bodnage with Guy-- NOT guro!DX



I need to figure out how to make better bondage stuff.>.>;;

I got to clean that after scanning, the original art had a LOT of erasures and all.Xp Cause I had difficulty with the lower part of the body-- heck, I'm only good with faces, really.8D



I'll probably start on gift arts soon, once my mind is off of the random drawing mood.x_x;; You know why I feel oh so depressed? It's like everyone I want to talk to is avoiding me... Or they're just too tired and too frustrated, and my talk timing is VERY BAD.

I need to set my priorities.x_x;; That's what I'm bad at. ARGH. *shoots self*

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Read kasumi_blue's fic and ended up crying a little near the end. I really like how Peony is so understanding.XD And Duke Fabre has always been such a bastard.DX

Eeee! And Guy and Asch are both Count's now?*o* They can have a secret meeting now together and-- *shoots self*-- They need to kiss and make up with each other first.x_x;; *very frustrated*

Someone get me a happy AschXGuy or anything GAG with them.>.>;;

Oh yeah, the owner of the Internet Cafe I'm in was downloading anime earlier-- and he gave me a link to free hentai anime downloads! OMG!<3 I'm kinda happy now.ID

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Melon ni Melon Melon
Tales of the Abyss Hentai Doujin
Pairing: LukeXTear
Notes: It's Hentai! And it had the MOST ADORABLE ART I'VE EVER SEEN!!!XDXDXD And The whole gang appears in it too.*o* And Guy's OMG so cuteness.<3 *shuts up now*

Comments

[orphen.livejournal.com]

If you need someone to talk to please feel free to give me a try and I'll see what I can do. :D
I hope you are feeling better, though.

Well, I love how angsty that first picture is...
but...
Wow...at Guy.
So...who was behind Guy? Asch? XD~

I'm not a fan of guro, though, I've a weak stomach so any amount of gore will make me horribly ill. Which is why it takes me so long to finish my survival-horror games. XD;;
BUT I MUST PRESS ON!

Good job scoring on the hentai! That's pretty sweet. XD

And I thank you for the pr0ny doujinshi. I really appreciate it. XD

[pic-murasaki.livejournal.com]

I'm kinda feeling better now.^_________^ Thanks. I just feel frustrated on how I can't stay angsty when needed.o_o;; it's weird.

It's up to the audience to decide who's behind Guy, but... My first thought was Duke Fabre cause he's the only man I could think of who'll really do nasty things on Guy.*o* *shoots self*

I have an iron stomach, but some just creep me out-- but I still STARE at them again.8D I don't play horror gmaes cause they freak me out (and surprise me a lot).XD I'd prefer the Atlus SMT series than RE.>.>;; hahaha. Good luck on your horror games!XD

yeah, I'm downloading some so me and my twin can watch more hentai later.XD<3

That's one of my fave ToA doujins.X3 so Yeah, I hope you enjoy it.<3