Reality sucks!
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pic_murasakiMy dad will be staying at home... I think permanently this time. And I HATE it!
I'm not sure when it happened, but maybe a few days ago, ah, last Saturday. When me and aniki got back from school, one of our uncle's, mother's side, went here at home. He tried to be a Mediator and try to fix things once and for all.
Fidelito was going ballistic. We 5 siblings were upstairs in my and aniki's room (Watching 'Petshop of Horrors'). When I was going downstairs since I need to drink, I heard a loud crash downstairs! I hurriedly went back in our room since I was scared to death. The sound of the 'crash' is a sound of breaking CD's and cases... I was seriously worried... When one of us went down to check, he told us that the CD's near the PC were mostly destroyed! Here's my main thought, the CD cases near the PC has the Tales of Eternia CD's and my Tales of Destiny 2!!!;_; I hurriedly went down, I was relieved to find both of them are safe... So I took it upstairs... Anyway...
The solution to mom and dad's problem? 'Forgive and Forget'. He has a point there... since the argument will never end.
So... Fidelito's staying with us now.>=O ME and aniki are just faking our 'going-happy' with him.
Heh, mom even bought something for him yesterday in the mall.*shakes head* Mom didn't thought about buying me Harry Potter ~Order of the Phoenix. I know we're short in money now... I don't know... As I've said, A part of me wanted the book, the other half doesn't.
One more wrong move of Fidelito, one more argument with lots of shouts and all, will mean real separation. Divorce isn't allowed in the Philippines which is too bad, so I guess... annulment?
I just wish... I am living in Tales of Destiny world now... Or any world I wanted I loved... That would be very nice...^_^ I can run away from these problems easily... Yeah, I know I'm such a coward..
Oh yeah, I'm not the type of person to do suicide, K? I know that I wanted to die to escape my problems, but well, for a big coward like me, I can assure you that I can't kill myself.^^;; Nobody has to worry about me, you'll just hear all my helpless rants here until I'm taken by the Shinigami (God of death) for good.^________^
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I'm not sure when it happened, but maybe a few days ago, ah, last Saturday. When me and aniki got back from school, one of our uncle's, mother's side, went here at home. He tried to be a Mediator and try to fix things once and for all.
Fidelito was going ballistic. We 5 siblings were upstairs in my and aniki's room (Watching 'Petshop of Horrors'). When I was going downstairs since I need to drink, I heard a loud crash downstairs! I hurriedly went back in our room since I was scared to death. The sound of the 'crash' is a sound of breaking CD's and cases... I was seriously worried... When one of us went down to check, he told us that the CD's near the PC were mostly destroyed! Here's my main thought, the CD cases near the PC has the Tales of Eternia CD's and my Tales of Destiny 2!!!;_; I hurriedly went down, I was relieved to find both of them are safe... So I took it upstairs... Anyway...
The solution to mom and dad's problem? 'Forgive and Forget'. He has a point there... since the argument will never end.
So... Fidelito's staying with us now.>=O ME and aniki are just faking our 'going-happy' with him.
Heh, mom even bought something for him yesterday in the mall.*shakes head* Mom didn't thought about buying me Harry Potter ~Order of the Phoenix. I know we're short in money now... I don't know... As I've said, A part of me wanted the book, the other half doesn't.
One more wrong move of Fidelito, one more argument with lots of shouts and all, will mean real separation. Divorce isn't allowed in the Philippines which is too bad, so I guess... annulment?
I just wish... I am living in Tales of Destiny world now... Or any world I wanted I loved... That would be very nice...^_^ I can run away from these problems easily... Yeah, I know I'm such a coward..
Oh yeah, I'm not the type of person to do suicide, K? I know that I wanted to die to escape my problems, but well, for a big coward like me, I can assure you that I can't kill myself.^^;; Nobody has to worry about me, you'll just hear all my helpless rants here until I'm taken by the Shinigami (God of death) for good.^________^
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Date: 2003-09-06 02:03 am (UTC)Sometimes I wish I can go to another world too. I'm also known for running away from and avoiding my problems >_< But, like you, I'd never commit suicide 'cause I'm too much of a coward and know life is too important.
I hope everything works out for you. ^^