Billing and Activation Training

I thought I'd try to straighten out my relationship with math and numbers, but it seems that will never ever work.

I do try to listen and understand how all these maths in billing work. It's terrible. It's nosebleed. My head is aching. I want to give up... but of course I can't.

I'm scared that my workmates might be thinking I'm stupid for not understanding this. There's a Math Teacher with us in training, and he's been telling me that Math is nice and great and blah blah blah...
He was probably surprised how slow I understand these and how I really suck with numbers yesterday when they tried to explain to me how Proration works, then they had to explain it to me-- what?-- about more than 5 times or so?
No. The paper with my sketches of gay men at the top of my table is NOT distracting me.

Take me back to a Technical account, please... I'm gonna die once I start taking these calls.

I'm praying things will end up alright. I'll hopefully figure this out, yeah... I got a few friends at work TRYING to help. Not sure if they'll be there with me till the end.

I need to do my best in work. pictoalchemist and foxalollita did really great and will start as Aircraft mechanic and Nursing students this year. I'm so proud of my siblings.<3<3<3

We just need to figure out how to make ends meet. Mom and Yo-tan just calculated how much we'll be spending this enrollment-- and it's quite expensive. Meh. I don't want my younger sibs ending up like me and Yo-tan. I badly want them to finish their studies...

Urgh. I hate math and numbers, and math and numbers hates me.
Hmm, still wondering where did that extra money came from in my card?oo;; *shrugs* It's another blessing. I guess we'll be having a nice dinner this Mother's Day.<3<3<3