So staring at ani-ja's picture make me calm down???

I can't calm down since morning.x_x;; I stared at Gardle and Thanatos' pic (in our compy at home)... and I seem to have calmed down... a bit.XD

... I'm NOT calm now cause after I go offline, I'm going to that certain call center to apply.x_x;;

So I'm gonna rant some more ToI before I go...
( That silhouette might've been Ricardo NOT Ani-ja.D8 Then... wanna know when Spada left home?>D )

Everyone's wishing me luck... I passed a friend of mom's on the way out. They thought I'm off to work and I said I'm gonna apply. She wished me luck. Passed the guard house on the way out of the subdivision, one of the guards asked me the same thing and I ansered the same... he wished me luck as well...

There were a bunch of other people as well... Aaah...
I feel more panicky now...